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| sometimes you think life is unfair...
but well yeah..that's the way life is..you just got to deal with it.. ok so.. deal!
but then sometimes u really gotta roll your eyes and say "life sucks" UGH IT REALLY SUCKS!
sometimes its not just you, but someone else... and you say "that's really unfair"
and then you go..oh wait, I'm a christian, I believe that everything works out the way it's suppose to be, and everything is for the "best"
whatever circumstances im in, its so i'll be more conformed to the image of Christ. and that's what this "good" is. Its not a shallow material blessing, but having an inward reality within.
we always regret thing..its like human nature>.>
we think if we could have gone back in time... what would we have done differently?
well study harder..tahts always one.. i've always thought...if i could go back in time...at least i would have preached the gospel, more fervently following in the ministry, had i had this word i have now...
but up till today, i've never actually regretted not preaching the gospel.
i mean..if i did perhaps this person would be in a different circumstance now maybe this suffering would have a purpose.... but we'll never know because of somethign that should have happened but never did
I've let too many ppl going..all these ppl who's going away... some ppl to toronto... ppl to hawaii...
what if i was brave enough to let that track leave my hand... what if what if what if.. because now the chance is gone. and the opportunity will never come again. and that seed was never planted.
maybe this is the question now... to leave a life in regret? or one that is overcoming.
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| AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
im so tired of ppl asking me for notes for skipping class, for being late for class, for not being able to see in class, for falling asleep in class, for writing too slow in class
asking me for prelabs
asking for help w/ labs
asking me for answers
asking me about the content of the email the profs sent out
asking me if the course is curve/scaled or what not
asking me how to get the labeling on the hyperchem program
asking me about course selection
asking me about where everything is
STOP ASKING ME CUZ I DONT KNOW!
sheesh and even if i did, I DONT WANT TO TELL YOU!
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3 seconds later
AHHH DUMB QUESTIONS DRIVING ME UP THE WALL!
when you calculate the theoretical yield, YES U USE THE AMOUNT OF LIMITING REAGENT YOU USED
when you write a formal report, YES YOU WRITE EVERY SINGLE PART OF THE REPORT. (this was the question asked 3 seconds later)
when you weigh out something DO NOT (i repeat NEVER) leave your spatula/scoopula inside the container.
when your glove discolors you should change it, a dirty glove= no gloves! (or worst :|)
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| came back from the funeral meeting....
i think that made me kinda depressed... it wasnt suppose to..lol
i guess w/ all those testimonies i realize what a sister we had lost. again, i wasnt one of those kids who circled around her, i didnt really get to know her as well as i should, but i still know how much she cared for me and how much she must have prayed for me. and after today, im even more sure of it. I guess seeing so many saints stand up with these colorful scarves around their neck knit by her really touched me too. I mean, its not just the time and the act of kniting all those items. but it was all the love, care that went in. and all the prayers she must have had during that process. i dont think i'll ever be able to forget some of the testimonies today. and well, wouldnt we be satisfied if those were our testimonies when we died?
I really appreciate some of the speakings today. What is the point of the human life...kinda funny isn't it? Yesterday we had a gospel meeting on the meaning of the human life. One of the saints pointed out today that our living is just to manifest the Lord on earth. and that she did, there was no doubt so she did what she was here for. Even till the last bits of her life, there were no complaints about her conditions, only unceasing praises to the Lord and continual preaching of the gospel. I guess in her we really see a "Paul" who knew the secret of simply abiding in the Lord. i guess like what sister hao said... our mourning is only for ourselves that we've lost someone great, but she has only gone to meet all the other saints before us. It was a comfort today i guess.
Just praise the Lord that we have a living hope of glory.
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| I miss you. I want to talk to you.
but it seems like we never have time for each other anymore. And the gap between us just seems to get bigger and bigger
and it feels like having to go the whole way to meet u and you feel it too...
to mend it... what can be done?
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